30 May 2009

Today is a good day I think. I'm feeling quite bright, the sun is shining, and whilst not quite filled with energy, I feel pretty much ok.

Things are beginning to fall into place in terms of life. Well, the tricky, administrative matters at least. The benefits people are sort of playing ball, given a little nudge here and there, and at last I feel as much in control of things as I think is reasonable under the circumstances.

My personal life is still a bit of a mess but I have friends who give me encouragement, and whilst I don't quite believe that every failure is an opportunity, things don't look quite as black as they have in the past. I don't leap with hope at every 'ping' of an email arriving, when I know that chances are they will be spam offering me cut price Viagra, penis enlargement techniques and dating sites populated by excessive numbers of Russian hookers.

So perhaps today really is the first day of the rest of my life.