29 December 2014

I'm a bit disturbed. My memory has always been a bit dodgy, but the important stuff I've got ok by keeping notes. Yesterday I offloaded the last of the Christmas gifts to my nephews. No problem, I thought.  I was giving them cash so all easy. 

When I took them out of my bag, there were three extra cards   No problem, I thought, I must have written the cards meaning to send them before. But as I was leaving my sister-in-law came to give me the cash. I had put it in those cards as well. I have no recollection of doing that. At all. 

It seems my grip on reality is even more tenuous than I thought. It's a bit scary.  

16 December 2014

Strange things have been happening. Each time I go to hospital, they ask if I have any problems swallowing. I don't, but I've had a weird experience. I don't think I do, but I did have a 'thing' the other day. I was eating and it was like I'd inhaled whilst eating. I couldn't get my breath, for a while. I couldn't take a breath to cough it up. It wasn't scary, just weird. I was neither choking nor not choking. If that makes any sense. 

MS is truly the gift that keeps giving. Or it was nothing to do with MS. Just weird. I've never experienced anything like it before, which tends to point to MS. Time will tell.